wined and dined + shop til you drop + randomness

one of chicago's must-see is its theaters and musicals. yesterday i went to a theater tour. here's a random fact- when the oriental theater first opened, people were skeptical about their safety because the balcony had no pillars holding it up. so the theater had the media witness hundreds of sandbags on the balcony to prove that you weren't going to get killed by a falling balcony here. after that, i went to see the musical billy elliot and i almost wished i was a little girl dancing ballet again. but then i looked at myself and thought, nope, ballet, me, nuh-uh. i missed homecoming dance but the theaters were totally worth it. personally, homecoming dances scare me. you don't want to know why.

the weather here is so random, and not an 'i love random' kind in my opinion. its 80 degrees out this weekend whereas last week it was 40 degrees. go figure. i don't know what to wear anymore.
today i went to oak brook shopping mall. it was...big, but then everything in america is big for me so, no surprise. i've never been fond of shopping much, but maybe things change when you have a debit card. i even wished i had more time there. i had starbucks for lunch, and yet starbucks never fails...

i feel fat. take that back, i am fat. i gained five pounds in two months. this i blame on chicago's deepdish pizza, donuts, cookies, chips, chocolate bars, peanut butter and honey, capri suns, and high fructose corn syrup. i hate being a girl who has to look at the calories on the packaging and then convincing herself its only 200 so what-the-hell, eats it, then regretting it in the end.

love, lust, its all so complicated. guess i'll just continue being a narcissist cause i can't imagine myself in love with a guy. and no, i am not lesbian.

i have a psat exam coming up in a week and i have no intentions of studying, although i probably should, so, more later, bahu bahu.