This is leaving me disillusioned with everything I've learned and believed. I am losing faith.  I lose faith in ohana, I lose faith in justice, I lose faith in morality, I lose faith in identity, in respect, in equality, in fidelity, in love. 

Coward.  How can we function if there is no trust and there is no truth?  I am willing to forgive with open arms because I am emotionally attached and bound to you in my past consciousness, my every present bones and the shaping of my future. Unconditionally, we are willing to absolve what you are not even willing to admit.  Yet all your arrogance can speak is empty denial; and it is so fucking pathetic.

The hell with Kingdon’s equality of opportunity.  What is an education worth if in the end we are still helpless to change how much we have a say.  What good is it to know about the ideologies of this new generation that no longer relies on a patriarchal stud duck?  I study about democracy, feminism, freedom and equality in the global context but within the realm of my reality, these ideals mean nothing.  

You can constrain those virtues just to continuously conceal your sins, but if fiat justitia ruat caelum is true, then eventually all will be broken.  Revolt like the proletariat, crushed into a million fragmented memories.  The ultimatum no one wants.

I hope you know how much we are sacrificing.  This pain will be branded and sealed, slithering in the depths of our veins, enduring beneath those falsifying submission to the greater good you are so accustomed to.  How ignorant you are.  That is what I will choose to believe.  Because I’d rather convince myself that you are oblivious than to think you are cruel enough to be unaffected by how much it hurts.  So I will assume you don’t know.  But I hope someday you will.